PERPETUALLY

date: Thursday, March 31, 2011

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Getting into the well knowing that going in might get hurt.

Still, without any thoughts I went in.

not one time, but many times.

Went in because of one thing, and I want to get it.

I didn't lost it, but my heart telling me it's in there.

Getting out is another problem.

Didn't get it, yet have to retreat.

again and again.

Hah.

Someone tell me, should I?

Every time asking others for suggestion.

Yes or no.

now, there's no one I can ask, except for myself.

But knowing that, I have no choice but to turn back and treat nothing has happen.

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date: Wednesday, March 30, 2011

It's a beautiful night!

~~We're~~ I'm looking for something dumb to do.

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date: Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Making a decision is hard.

But when you don't have any decision to make, it's even harder.

I don't take any move,

I don't take chances,

I don't care,

I don't want this anymore.

Haha, pathetic me.

Staying at home, sleeping, doing nothing isn't that good.

It's like everything drop from the sky, not money but problems.

Tons of problems, pressing down my heart making me harder to breathe.

Well, guess I've to go out to get some fresh air.

BYE PEOPLE:l

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date: Sunday, March 27, 2011

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date: Friday, March 25, 2011

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&&& my parent are back from Thailand! :D
The days they went oversea I did a lot of things.
.watch hk drama
.swimming
.wenli's chalet
.catching
~~.naughty~~

Hahaha, anyway this week I had lots of fun!!
There's a lot more to go :D

I am ~~sad~~ disappointed whenever I see it.
I have no right to, but still feel that way :/

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date: Thursday, March 24, 2011

loveyou

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While we're growing up, pride is much more important than happiness.

-qinghui

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date: Wednesday, March 23, 2011

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date: Monday, March 21, 2011

Holiday can never be unhappy.

Heard this somewhere.

"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Look for the little things that makes you happy instead.

Aloha :)

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Always hope to see you again and again and again and again:?

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date: Sunday, March 20, 2011

while we sitting here, there are many people living in fear.

war, natural disaster, many many unfortunate events.

people are dying, not one or two but thousand and thousand of them.

This earth is cruel, heartless.

we adapt to it, because we're fortunate.

who should we blame?

you me everyone?

humans god?

If there's a god, I wanted to ask him why he created us.

he created us, we created many many problems.

why? because we have a heart, and it's not the thing, it's the feel.

we do many things, either negative or positive.

because we just want to live a better life.

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date: Saturday, March 19, 2011

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I always envy people who can keep things to themselves.

It's like they've no problem about life, about this and that.

In fact all of us have problems.

They don't talk it out. they don't show it out.

They just hide it perfectly.

One day, just one day I will become like that.

I will stop blogging about unhappy stuff, stop those emotional tweets.

because I don't want people to know what I'm thinking.

I hate to read mind.

I hate to guess.

It's gonna be tough.

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date: Friday, March 18, 2011

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date: Wednesday, March 16, 2011

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I rather be a bad guy playing a fool.

This is sooo unfair.

HAH, pathetic.

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date: Tuesday, March 15, 2011

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Yesterday was great.

Playing with friends at the playground.

Yes, we are 19yo and we play catching.

Like c'mon, we are growing up.

Doesn't mean we can't play anymore.

This is the time, we should play more.

After our teenage life, I think there's not much time and energy to do all those crazy stuff.

play and enjoy!

I love my life if i subtract away feelings.

feelings really make a very big impact on my life.

I don't understand why, and I never will.

wanted to get rid yet it will never success.

Well I will just live with it and continue to get even stronger! :D

lalalalalalalala

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date: Monday, March 14, 2011

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I myself know my position.

things that are not mend to say out.

even I wanted to say, there's always an obstacles that keep me from saying it.

I hate to use feelings as a reason, but this time it's not even a reason.

cause this one year, I know what I want.

cause this one year, I realise a lot.

people might think a bit LOL, but nothing gonna change it.

going to one year.

time flies.

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Last day of work at IT fair.

glad to have a very friendly and good in charge.

cause we were just playing a fool during the whole event.

but when it comes to work, we were very serious about it :)

In the first place I shouldn't have thought of that stupid thing.

hope.

It's either giving you a chance or a disappointment.

well getting what you want, you must go through something.

go through the same thing doesn't mean the outcome will be the same.

follows my heart until the day it stop beating.

-qinghui

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date: Friday, March 11, 2011

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date: Thursday, March 10, 2011

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date: Wednesday, March 9, 2011

This is how we play.

I have a feeling that everyone of them will come back as one together!

Hope this will happen one day.

Trust, everything will just be back!

This trip was awesome.

Nothing other than people around me.

Although I admit that I still miss things at night.

But during the day, my mind just filled with friends and laughter.

Everyone was tired, lethargic and sick.

For me, I came back with lot's of bruises, all thanks to them.

Now we're back to Singapore, I feel that every thing still remain the same.

Most hurtful thing was feeling.

Why we must have feeling?

Why we can't just forget about things easily?

There's lots of why, come back to my mind.

Just now had a great chat with Kairui and the rest.

Now I know not only me having a hard time.

So if they can, why can't I?

Why god are so unfair?

I will stop demanding so much.

It's better than nothing, at least there a slight chance, or maybe not :l

Let's stop all this crap.

I will continue without giving up! :D

&&&&&&

Happy Birthday Mr Han Yong Ding!

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date: Sunday, March 6, 2011

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reason is to make me feel better?

I don't know, I'm just merely guessing.

byee.

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there's no decision for me to make, yet I can't make a decision

-qinghui

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date: Saturday, March 5, 2011

regret.

"regret" is very strong, because it keeps me going whenever I'm on the peak of giving up.

it makes me think twice before doing it again.

although it helps me a lot, but it makes me suffer much more than it helps.

curious.

"curious" can make one die.

because of this, I've choose to know things that I should not know.

I can choose not to see. but curiosity kills me.

I break the rules and follow my heart.

trust.

"trust" can never be easy.

it can let someone feels secure, but it can also break anything.

yes ANYTHING.

-qinghui

things I've done

.dye hair

.wash clothes

.blog

.tweet

.hoho

there's a lot more to do.

left 17hours for me to get it done.

Guess it's impossible :(

especially the last twoooooo.

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date: Friday, March 4, 2011

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My aim before going to Malaysia this week.

~~.dye my hair~~

~~.exercise~~

.watch op

~~.wash my clothes~~

.get enough sleep

.download songs

~~.blog~~

~~.tweet~~

~~.eat~~

~~.hoho~~

.hehe

.haha

last three is a secret :)

Let's end heeeeerrrreeee!

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date: Thursday, March 3, 2011

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I am so fucking happy just now.

But now I feel that there's no hope for anything.

My mood now, it's like the gradient of the graph suddenly drop below zero.

I really want to get out real fast.

Can't take it anymore :(

Wonder if I have just.....

Well, wanted to but can't.

The feeling is really depressed.

I am happy yet I don't know if I'm just a fool.

Anyway, it's a great day!

& it has ended for now.

8am nowwwww.

I've to get to bed and leave this world awhile :/

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date: Tuesday, March 1, 2011

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Holiday!

2months,

no more waking up for school,

no more stressing up for test,

no more acting,

& finally I can relax!

But there's still things I can't put aside, and I won't give up this time.

For the first time, I've already regretted a lot up till now.

This time I will continue even if it's impossible.

Blame myself.

5more days!

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